Friday, May 9, 2014

Sometimes Love just Ain't Enough

I keep hearing "Sometimes Love Just Ain't Enough" in my head.  It is so true.  Sometimes, simply loving one another is not enough.  A relationship takes more than just love.  It takes commitment, time, patience, sacrifices among other things.

It is a sad thing.  More than 3 years ago, I fell in love.  It didn't work out and it took me a long time to finally say I'm okay.  And it took me a longer time to finally say I am ready.  Someone came into my life and understood all my fears.  We both fell in love.  But that is not enough.  Its just not enough.

As the song goes..

Now, I don't want to lose you,
but I don't want to use you just to have somebody by my side.
And I don't want to hate you,
I don't want to take you, but I don't want to be the one to cry.
And I don't really matter to anyone anymore.
But like a fool I keep losing my place and
I keep seeing you walk through that door.


It is time to walk out that door.  With one last look, we said our I love you's and our goodbyes.  No more turning back, no more looking back. 

How long will it take this time to say I am okay?